Soo I know that I haven't updated in forever. Everyone is using Myspace now so yeah. If you have one let me know. I know this is long but it come from my heart and talks abotu a lot that I've been struggling with. I'd appreciate if you took the time to read it.
Yesterday is gone and everything that made you cry has fallen to the ground I’m here to bring you home, I will always take you back
This past month has been crazy. Soo much has been going on and Ive been tested in many ways. God has been showing me so much about myself and Him and its just been an incredible ride. Even though at times I would be at my lowest with tears running down my face wondering if things would get beeter I dont regret any of it looking back.
I won't look very far Cause you'll be there With open arms To lift me up again
Some of yall know about relationship issues at school that have been going on. those are slowly getting better. I finally got the courage to talk to my firend about everything and it hurt him. We didn't talk for awhile and it was just killing me. but now we talk, well more than we did and were learning its not that bad as friends. Keep praying as this issue is nowhere near totally being resolved.
Something tells me that this will all work out in the end.....
I know that I mentioned to some of you about my friend Sam that passed away from brain concer. Sam passed away about a month ago but I just foung out no less than two weeks agao. I hadn't seen Sam in awhileand she hadn't really mention everything going on. I recieved a letter from her paretns telling me about allthat happened and about the incredible faith that Sam had. they said that even though it had been awhile Sam really looked up to me and thought highly of me. this brought tear to my eyes. latly I had been struggling with what kind of mark I will leave adn I felt like you know I wasn't doing much to impact others. I amazing that it took a death to get me to realize this but it was pretty incredible the way God showed me how I was mpacting others. Please pray for sam's family as this has been hard on them. she was only 15.
How will they remember me?
Besides those two hings I badly pulled my hamstring and it's brusing pretty badly. school's been crazy, a lot of drama( when isn't there?), and Sftball started up. We have a new team soo it's frustrating for me when people aren't experienced making simple mistakes. lol It's been a test of mi patience. but soo far we've won our 3 games.
Through all of this I've learned soo much its amazing. Before I was sturggling with who I was, who I was becoming, you know I'd just hit a rough spot. My relationship with God was weakening. But I've learned a lot and while I'm still not over it, my relation ship still struggles, and I still have those rough break -down days. I'm glad. Thanks for thoses who have prayed with me and helped me you don't how how much I appreciated it.
You are not alone Know that I would fight the tides to Be together
much love ,
anna
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